rachel

2011-01-02T17:25:00.002+08:00

Have not been blogging for a long time. A lot of things happen during the Dec. My first piano performance, though it is not the best, but it is my very first. I have been waiting for that day for 6 years. Finally, I get the chance to perform. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LDMifK8n6Aw.

My first uni exams were over. Wonder how I would be doing. All I want is a pass. Nothing else.
Now my holiday is almost over. Tomorrow is the start of my second term. I am a little scared. This time round, I am studying Law. I've heard a lot from my friends about this module. I just hope for the best. Like I said, all I want is a pass.

2010-10-19T12:30:00.002+08:00

Times flies. My mid term holiday just ended. My test is coming and projects are about to due. Stress. I keep dreaming of my Stats in my sleep. One moment on standard deviation, one moment on binomal distribution etc. They are drving me nuts. I even have accounting weekly test to do. Finally, I have finished doing it 1min ago. Now I am left with Stats test and accounting and Stats project to finish. So many things to do in a week. I even have accounting tutorial to do.i ahve not done them yet. I have not even study my accounting. so many things to do. I will have to do them by Thursday. It's Tuesday today. I wonder if I can finish doing them. I can't imagine those people who have to study 4 modules. I am taking 2 modules and I am already very busy. Well, the time will come. I will be taking 4 modules soon. It's just a matter of time.

No matter what, I will do well in my EXAMS!!!!!

2010-09-27T15:42:00.002+08:00

Almost one month have pass. I guess I am slacking a little. Now it's time for a full force. Now I will wake up earlier sleep later. Actually I don't know how to start. I don't know how to study. Everything is in a mess. I am so confused. I have a stats lecturer that loves to be ahead of lecturers in Aus, and my stats tutorial teacher loves to be ahead of the leactuer, so in total, we are 2 chapter faster than other schools. I am going crazy. Moreover stats is not a easy module. Right now all I have in mind is to pass all the modules and that's it. I don't want to care about anything. Actually I am worried about everything, test, projects and exams. I just hope that I can pass. I don't want to retake or remodule.

2010-09-24T18:04:00.002+08:00

Still having uni blue. I am so worried about my test on next sat. Hope I do well.

2010-08-30T19:07:00.002+08:00

Today is the new start of my university term. I don't know how it will be. Right now it is quite stressful as there are a lot of IDs and passwords setup to do. UNI BLUE!!!! My friend has that feeling too. I guess all uni newbies feel the same.

I don't know how life will be. Hope I can pass all my modules without failing them once. I want to pass all my modules all at once. I will work extra hard.

2010-07-27T13:37:00.002+08:00

My last day of work is tomorrow. Time is moving fast. 1 month up. Wonder if the company will extend my stay. Well I guess they will not as I heard that they employed a lot of new staff. I am quite free as I have nothing to do now.

2010-07-14T21:26:00.002+08:00

Now working in a travel agency. This agency only do booking for big companies. They don't do for people like us. It's a totally different experience. I've learnt how to issue Exchange Order, check the travellers, booking and confirming of booking and issue visa. Now I know a lot about travel agency. Those people that need visa to travel, we will have to do the visa for them. When doing visa, we have to go through the visa agency and the varies embassy. After they have finish processing the visa, we will have to do the final work- sending the visa to the client. There are a lot of process that most of us are not aware of. I learn about all this process when I work here. Now I know that there are there are lots of steps in order to finish a good travelling experience for people.

2010-05-21T12:42:00.002+08:00

I have not blog for a long time. I just found a job. It is not easy to do. I work as a data entry clerk. The system for typing the data is very sensitive. Just one error, you cannot continue to working. Such a headche! I am not working this few days as the company has no new project. Wait till there is new project, I will come back to work for them.

2010-02-23T15:35:00.002+08:00

Back from Hong Kong about a week ago. The trip was kind of fun though I did not buy anything for myself. So far I just bought a sweater and I wore it immediately and lend my previous one to my mum. We just need to pay for our air tickets and 2 meals for the whole trip, the rest were treated my uncles. nothing much. We went to watch the fireworks. Been to ocean park. It's a pity that I did not take any of the rides as the weather was too cold. That's all. For the pass 4 days we just keep meeting relatives and eating with them. Heard that next year will be in Beijing. I don't want to go.

2009-10-10T23:06:00.002+08:00

Heard from my aunties that we are going to stay in service apartment in HK. COOL!! I have never stay in a service apartment before. I wonder how it is like. I always watch them on shows, I have not seen a real one. I am getting excited soon. My aunties and uncles from all over the world are going to HK to gether as one big family to celebrate. Most my aunties and uncles that stay in overseas have not come back to S'pore over the years. This is the first time I am going to see them after so many years. Cool right? Meet everyone in HK. My family have a change of plan. Sounds like only one of my auntie, father and grandfather is not going. That means my family of 8 only 5 are going. Still the no of people are not confirm. Who knows maybe the whole family of 8 are going. Temporary only 5 is confirm. Getting excited. Must control. Wait till my marketing exam is over then I get excited. This is the best method.

My dear friends, this year I am not inviting anyone to my house. I will be away.

2009-10-08T17:32:00.002+08:00

I've got a news from one of my relatives. We are going to Hong Kong to celebrate Chinese New Year. This is going to be a fun event. All of us-relatives. We are going to take the same flight to Hong Kong and eat our reunion dinner and sight-seeing together. One of my uncle is the coordinator. He will be the family's tour guide. He will help everyone to settle their air tickets, accommodations, etc. He has planned the itinerary. He told us we will all be taking the afternoon flight to HK, then settle in the hotel and then sight-seeing. Right now all of us just need to confirm who is going and who is not? My brother and my grandfather will not be going definitely. As for us, we still have not confirm. Hope the rest of us are going. Heard that the weather in HK is cold during that time. I have never go with the whole family to overseas to celebrate Chinese New Year before. This will be my first time. I am a little excited. We have to confirm the number of people by tomorrow night. That's fast.

I will be taking O level next year. Hope I pass all my modules in this school, so I can go and study O level next year. I am still deciding which subject I should take.Should I just take English or take 5 subjects. This is such a pain. I don't know what I should do. With this cert, I can get a better job. I know that I can sure pass english. I am so lost now. Luckily I still have a few months time to think. What should I do now?

2009-08-18T16:38:00.000+08:00

Screwed up my last exams. Hope the marker can let me pass. I want to pass all my exams. Last of all is my marketing. I want to pass too. This diploma is my nightmare. I want to end this as soon as possible. I want to go on with other things in life. I don't want to be stuck there forever. I want to finish this off nicely and I am going to forget the whole thing. I will never want to remember this in my whole life. Diploma is my nightmare forever in my life.

2009-07-26T16:19:00.000+08:00

Exams are around the corner. I am so scared that I will fail the exams. I want to get A. This is my last chance to get to university. I have to get A no matter what. I have a lot that I want to do. I want to perform. I want to join the SSO. I want to perform. I want to perform a piano concerto, mozart-piano sonata. I want to play the violin or cello with the SSO. This is my dream and wish for my life. With this, my life will be complete.

2009-07-19T21:14:00.002+08:00

Last week I celebrated my birthday. It was a memorable day for me. My brother is the photographer. Whoever wants to take pictures would have to call him. He also enjoyed doing such things for everyone too. We took a lot of pictures on that day. Yesterdy is Yeesheen's birthday celebration. I went to her house around 12 to help her with everything she need. It was hard labour. My arm muscles are aching so much today. I work so much so I slept the earliest yesterday.

There are so much to say and I am so tired of typing. if you want to see the pictures, go to my facebook to see thee pictures.

2009-05-19T14:20:00.003+08:00

Last Sunday I went to my friend''s wedding. In the morning we bullied the groom. Her mum told us to bully more. She told us their (groom and friends) sorrows is my happiness. She told us to be more vicious to them. So we feed them with Ritz crackers with wasabi, the lick twist dunk method. First of all, I am their tester. I tried to food then when I gave them the green light then they prepare for the groom and friends, so what they eat, I eat them too. I eat more. Then the drink, milk with egg and salt and a bit of cornflakes. Seeing their face make me laugh non stop.

Then at night, we attend the dinner. We ate quite good food. We also have grape wine. The wine is so sour. the sour is more than the bitter. Well, we all didn't drink much, we wash the alcohol with chinese tea. So none of us were drunk. We were all very sober when we go home. We don't look like we drank wine.

Afterall we have an enjoyable, memorable and tired day.

2009-05-14T19:15:00.003+08:00

This Sunday morning, we are going to the bride's house to get angbao from the groom. YS and I have plan to make the groom eat wasabi and make him say 10 good reason how much her love her. We don't really want to sabo him, we jsut need to know how much he love her then we can rest assure that he treat my friend well even when they are old.

Actually all of us are very excited as that is our first time attending a wedding function of a friend.

I will take a lot of pictures on that day. I want to drink a lot that day too.

2009-05-12T16:27:00.003+08:00

My good friend told me that I am one of her 12 angels on sunday bully her hubby when he come to fetch her. YS, YM, SY, CT, Mala and DHURGAE is coming along. Think we are all going to enjoy a lot that day. Think I will be drinking a bit in the dinner. Hope I don't get drunk and hangover the next day for my class.

Actually I am worried for her getting married so early. I am so scared that if anything happen to her, will they fight or quarrel etc. I really wish them well. She loves kids, so she says will want to make baby right after her wedding. That is fast.

2009-05-11T17:10:00.003+08:00

Today is the first day of school. Just had e-commerce management class. The lecturer makes us feel like sleeping at the later end of the class. The lecturer does not has a high frequency level as the previous inflexible one. The tone is much better though that lecturer is a bit irritating. Hope I can finish this module a quietly.

Looking forward to Sunday. Sunday is my good friend's wedding. I am kindda excited. i have not been to such things event before. I want to see how it is like. Going to her house in the early morning to disturb the groom when he arrive to fetch her. This sounds fun. I don't know what's next after disturbing the groom. The later at night is her dinner. We got to change another set clothes. Wonder what food they are serving us. Wonder who I am sitting with. Wonder how many friends she invite whom I know.

2009-05-10T17:46:00.002+08:00

Everyone has their ups and downs. I have mine too. Just when someone in my family have just gone for an operation and came back yesterday. The down had just go away for a while there will be more coming up. This coming Sunday will be one of my good friend's wedding. Just went out to buy a beautiful orange blouse for the dinner. I will be going to her house in the morning to witness the whole wedding procedures. This is the up which will be over very soon.

Tomorrow school starts, don't know what will happen in these up coming days. Projects, test and deadlines.

This few days I have been a maid at home. I cleaned the floor, do the laundry. I didn't know I am so strong, I can even lift the bamboo pole up to the hook to hang the wed laundries. So now my whole family said that I am the strongest person in the family. I do all the heavy duties. This is so ........(loss for words)

2009-04-09T19:28:00.002+08:00

Today I feel quite slack. I didn't study much on HRM. For the whole morning I have been playing the piano. After I came back from my piano class, I do a bit of hrm notes, then I swith on the computer to slack more. Think I have to study now.

2009-04-05T20:00:00.006+08:00

Went to Esplanade to watch a cello performance by Low Kok Kit. He played well. The pianist also played well.

2009-04-04T16:11:00.001+08:00

I want to go cycling and watch a few movies after the exams. Anyone wants to join me? I've got a lot of things I want to do after the exams.

2009-04-03T15:42:00.004+08:00

Yesterday, right after my stats exam, I went to sleep. I am having a headache. I think I study too much already. I still have OB, Marketing and HRM to go. I am getting sick soon. Friends msg me, I didn't reply as I am too tired to reply. I think I am too tired to check if I have any msg in my phone or not. This few days I will be busy studying for my exams. After my exams, I have many things to do. I want to pack my stuff. Clear all my junks and see what I can recycle. Pack all my old bags to see what is inseide them. Clean up my place. Watch a lot of jap drama. Find my jap drama DVD. Set up my imeem playlist (they are killing me). Extra time (if there is) go swimming.

2009-03-23T12:56:00.003+08:00

Yesterday Poker called me all of the sudden to ask me out for BBS. He said shukoor is tagging along. They cannot contact SY so they contact me instead. I helped them in chapter 7 and 10. They met me at mac near my place. I thought they don't know how to go there, instead, they are firmiliar with that place. They talked about motorbike. So funny. Their experience. I kept laughing. Help them in BBS. We discuss on what to study on BBS. Help them for around 2 hours then I went to have dinner with my family. Hope SY is well now. Thought yesterday SY went to her ah ma's hse, didn't know that she is sleeping.

2009-03-18T13:18:00.002+08:00

Yesterday I went to the mass revision. The lecturer go throught with us what to study for the exam. He asked who is the lecturer for the part timer. Something that they did not have. Some slides. So he told them that E** will post it on the blackboard for them to study. He will also pot the ans for everyone. E** is going to b very busy. She got a lot to do this few days.

2009-03-08T14:11:00.002+08:00

Finally cleared all my projects. Now I am going to study for my exams. I want to pass all the modules. I am scared of my marketing and OB. I just hope I can pass. Just a C will do. I don't want to ask for more. As for HRM and BBS I hope I can get B. I hope I can do it. I am studying like hell. I really want to pass and get a cert for it. I want to have good memory so that Iremeber what I study. I don't want to see amymore F and P. I want to see A, B and C. That's all. Actually I am a little lucky among my classmates. They fail both modules. I only fail one. i just got to count my blessings. Still I want to pass all.

2009-03-03T19:36:00.004+08:00

Today we question Jurong on the text messages. To our surprised, he didn't know what he type that day. Even shukoor also thinks Poker got hospitalised. Jurong still don't understand why all thinks Poker go to hospital because of his text messages. So the went to check his sent mails. He found that he did not finish typing the text and he send it to us making us misunderstand.

Jurong makes us think that Poker was hospitalised. A incomplete text message can misunderstand people. So next time, don't type wrongly. Remember. Your wrong or incomplete text will make a difference.

2009-03-02T16:53:00.005+08:00

Yesterday I text all my group members on OB project. The Jurong told me Poker will not be able to come as he was involved in a bike accident. I asked Jurong how was poker, he told me he was going to see him. So I thought poker was hospitalised. I thought he was seriously injuried. When I ask Jurong how is he, he told me to ask him myself. I asked Poker how he is, he told me he's not alright. As a normal person, we will think he is in the hospital, when he cannot walk and so on.

The funny part came when Poker msn Sinyee and can even chat with her. He even did the OB project and sent to Sinyee throught msn. He even called her to tell her he is not coming today.

Then, this morning, he text Sinyee that he would be coming to school and wanted to study BBS with her. All of us were shocked to hear that. Even Shukoor told us he will not be coming. The next moment, he appeared in front of us.

He told us what happen yesterday. He showed us his injuried leg. He only have a few stitches on his ankle and a big plaster on this ankle to cover the stitches.

So he worked with us for the whole afternoon. We nearly finish our projects and so on. Wierd right? This is the wierdest story ever. Now we are going to kill Jurong when he comes back to school.

The funniest part is when I reach home, I happen to see Jurong online so I ask him how he is feeling. He told me he is better. Then he ask me about poker. I told him everything. Seemed that he doesn't know a thing about poker, then why yesterdat still text me until so WU SAY. Telling me how serious Poker is. I think Shukoor also got tricked by his message too as he told me about Poker. Since Jurong is down with food poisoining, so that means he may have fever. Maybe he didn't know what he was doing at that time. I don't know what happen to Jurong now.

this is our text conversation:
Jurong: Poker may not come to school tomorrow. He was in a bike accidentLater going
Me: Oh. Is he ok? In the hospital now?
Jurong: Later going.
Me: I see. Help me send my regards. Thanks.
Me: How is Poker? Is he ok?
Jurong: Not sure. Haven't asked since. Only know his leg is injuired. Msg him and ask.
Me: How are you? Are you ok?
Poker: No
Me: So you won't be able to come to school right? Are you on drip?
Me:Rest well then.
Sinyee: Did Poker call you? He just call me
Me: Really. No. What did he say?
Sinyee: Hmms he say he sew stitches... But will not be coming to school still... He is now doing the OB then will email me. Anything just keep him updated. (Poker even called from home)

2009-02-18T17:37:00.005+08:00

Today is our submition of report. We had worked so hard. That SAINT told different group different story. We found out from each other just on Monday. Like shit right? We start everything all over again on that day. We finished it yesterday at 4am. Very SAINT right? All of us? I slept the earliest among my group members. A few of members slept at 3-4am. Hira and the others thought my group members are fantastic. They thought my group members are SAINT. We all ton overnight to do the report. Actually all of us are very SAINT. I told sin yee after today we will all be very SAINT. More SAINT than that SAINT. SAINT until robin got to see doctor yesterday. My ulcer is getting bigger each day too. I cannot eat properly now. lol. We do the report until we don't know how to spell very sinple words. We also cannot speck properly. We still have to do the powerpoint for the presentation for next week. This is going to be easy for us to present as we have done a lot for the project. I think I am going to do well in it as I have done the project and understand a lot in it. Hope that SAINT will give us good results.

To vent our frustation, we ate that SAINT up during break time. Nice right?

Now we are left with OB and BBS to rush. We have to rush for BBS first as we ahve to hand in next week. I have confidence that we will finish in time and do a good job.

2009-02-14T14:22:00.002+08:00

Got my exam results. As expected, I pass my accounting, within my expectation. At least my grudges with that person is over. I can go so well, all thanks to my ITE lecturers. They taught us well. I can pass is because of them. Should thank them one day. As for marketing, I got to pass no matter what, so I did pass. Satisfied. As for marketing, it is expceted. So now I just have to retake and pass no matter what. My new year resolution is to pass all my exams at all cost. I don't want to see a F or P anymore. Marketing is going to be the last P I am going to see. I don't want to see anymore F. No matter what I just got to pass all of them. All the best for myself.

2009-02-12T18:56:00.002+08:00

Had a crazy lesson yesterday with thr SAINT. We just came in a little late after the break and that SAINT is making so much fuss. SAINT said that there is no government so we came late. What is there got to do with government? Of course there is no government in the school. Well, We brought camera into the class wanting to snap every single things that we could not copy in time. My auntie told me to file a complain. I think that is not very nice. I never file a complain on people. Anyway all of us can't read the SAINT's mind. We don't know what 'it' wants. it is never satisfied with anything we show it. The report whatsoever. Think next time we shoul bring a mind detector to detect what is in the SAINT's mind.

2009-01-30T17:41:00.002+08:00

That day I played the piano at my relative's house. Actually I did not want to play. I got sabotaged by my aunties and cousins. I don't the confidence to play as I saw how well my cousin played. She played so well, she wants to enroll to the NUS Yong Siew Toh Conservatory. So you know can imagine how well she played. Of course when I have the chance to play, I cannot lose out to her. Since she played classical music-Mozart. I got to play classical too. All I can think of at that time is Beethovan's Fur Elise and Joplin's Entertainer. I did not have any mental preperations. I knew that I can't play as well as her. As long as I can play something that will not make me at least lose out. In my mind I knew I didn't play well until yesterday, my brother and my mum said that I actually played well. I was so surprised. My mum remembered that I told her I can't play unless I have scores with me. She was surprised that I can play without scores and I can play that well. At least now I feel that I didn't waste my money on learning the piano. At least I can play something in that kind of situation. Wow!! I can't believe myself.

While I was playing my grandfather told them that I played cello. Everyone was surprised. Lucky me. There was no cello there, if not I got to play the cello for them.

My mum said that at least my relatives know that someone in our family can play something elegant thought we are poor. At least I showed them my skills. Well I am proud of myself at that moment.

2009-01-27T21:41:00.003+08:00

Today I went to my relatives' house. Talk a lot to my cousins. They told when what they work as etc. I get to show off my piano skills there too. My relative's house has a german piano. good piano. Europe piano. So much better than me piano. Get to play an expensive piano. Shiok!!

I think next year is going to be a better chinese new year. something interesing ahead next new year. Next year the whole family is going to celebrate new year in another country. To be Confirm. When time comes. Hope we can all go. If confirm, whole family of around 50 people meet will me at Changi Airport on new year. Nice man. Everyone is excited. All my cousins, aunties and uncles are excited. All of them are dream now. Hope this dream can come true. Never done this before with the whole family. This will be a very big outing.

2009-01-25T16:38:00.004+08:00

Today is new year eve. My grandmother cook a lot of food. She cooked neng bao, curry, wanton, beehoon, chicken soup and vege with abalone. The whole kitchen is in a mess. Everyone crowd into the kitchen to see how she cook.

Somehow I feel that this new year is going to be a very quiet new year. I don't know why. I think I am not in a very good mood. All I have in my mind is projects, tests and exam results and nothing else. Though next week I don"t have to go to school, but I called my team members back for project. We hope to finish the hrm as soon as possible. currently we are alomst done with it. We are left with around 70% of it excluding the powerpoint slides. Right after the neew year we are going to focus on OB and BBS. We are going on full speed for everything.

This year I am not inviting anyone to my house as all my friends are busy. I miss gwen, I hope she can come to my house and make some noise. Too bad, she is busy with work. YeeSheen and others are busy. I wish to hear YeeSheen play the piano. she plays better than me. Everyone is busy this year. I am busy too. Maybe next year will be a better year. I hope I can invite them all.

2009-01-19T20:00:00.002+08:00

For the whole of last week I am so unlucky. First of all I scalded my fingers, then I have a sore throat, lastly with a block nose. Why am I so unlucky for the whole week?

I had taken my HRM test. I heard that Min ying talk in the test but I trust that he didn't cheat. I don't know how that SAINT is going to treat that matter. Anyway she is a very inflexible SAINT. Don't know how to describe her. Sometimes We really don't understand what is in her mind. Still her frequency level didn't change.

2009-01-16T19:36:00.005+08:00

Went to NAFA Open House. I went to ask about Diploma in Music Performance. Mine's very competitive as there are a lot of people playing piano. The intake is 40+ students per year for which includes all type of instruments, in short piano intake is around 1-4 students, flute 1-2, violin 1-2 etc up to 40. Can imagine how hard it is to go in to that school. As for the modules, I am very confident that I can pass them without any problems. History of Mozart etc and many practicals(playing piano). That's my forte. I love everything except that I may not have the chance to go in. Piano major is very competitive. Why am I always in courses that are extreme competitive. If I know it will be that hard. In the first place when my mum ask what I want to learn, I should have told her I either want Flute, Violin or Cello. I shouldn't told her I want piano. But afterall I still love piano. I also love violin but I think I can play the piano so much better than the violin and cello. my second best is cello then violin lastly flute. First of all if I want to go to NAFA,I will have to compete with around 100 piano students to get in to the school. Imagine 100 they only choose 4-5 students. Which means I got to compete with them in the entry exam. I feel that my chance is quite low.

Depress. Depress. Depresssss!!!!!

I want to cry. What if I fail my Biz Admin? What if I can't go uni? What am I going to do?

LIFE SUCKS!!!!!

2009-01-13T19:08:00.003+08:00

I am so lost today for project. I don't know what to do for the project. I lead my team in the wrong way. Sometimes I feel very lost. I don't know if I can do well in something. I pray all the time telling God to help me find a way. Help me not to feel so lost.

I want to go NAFA. I have to go to the open house to know the details of the school. All I know is I have to go for the entry exam/test. Once I pass then I can go in to the school. I wonder if I will have the chance to go for piano competitions and performance. I want to take Classical Catagory in piano for performing arts. I don't know how I am going to convince my mum if I tell her I am going to study performing arts after my diploma.

2009-01-12T17:46:00.002+08:00

My HRM lecturer is a SAINT. She loves to wear white all the time. Sadly her frequency level is high. After some time you will feel that your ears are ringing. Somehow she also can't differentiate the difference between frequency level and voice level. She thinks that I am trying to tell her to tone down. Anyway, going to that SAINT's class can be very tiring. The frequency level, the noise level of the class and the lesson can make us sleepy. I saw someone sleeping in class like nobody business. Next time I am also going to be like that. That SAINT wants to remember everybody's name. Letting her know my name, she will keep calling me, so I did not tell her my name. I told her my name is I Don't Know. Then she can't be bothered to ask me again. I will never tell her my real name. She is like one of our ite lecturer. Ms Ang. She always thinks she is having 'concert', go round asking people answer. You cannot let her know you name. Once she know your name, she will keep calling you. The SAINT is also like her. That's why I don't dare to let her know my name. I will try my best to keep my name a secret. Hope I can finish this module without her knowing my name. I want to finish this quietly.

2009-01-09T15:38:00.002+08:00

Today I had BBS lesson. The lecturer is like my banking teacher. They are like brothers. The teaching style and even the figure of the body looks alike. Happen that Sinyee also thinks like that. we did not talk about them until just now. She told me this person resemble someone I told her that too. Then we say out banking teacher's name together. Wow. Conicidentally we all have the same thoughts. Next week we are going to start all out projects, hope everything goes smoothly. Hope I can handle maurice. I make sure he do some work. In this world, nothing is free. If you want to work with me better do something.

2009-01-08T18:57:00.003+08:00

Went for piano class just now. I start playing classical music again. yeah!! I am playing Clementi's Sonatina in D-first movement. It is a very nice piece.I love playing classical music. Everyone says this is the hardest to play but to me it is another way round. i play classical better than jazz and pop. I don't know how to count the beats when playing jazz. As for pop, totally cannot make it. See that. I am always different from people. When people thinks it is easy, I will think it is hard. I am always the other way round. this time round, I really want to pass all the module. I want to go NAFA. I want to study piano-performing arts. I want to perform on stage. I hope I can go after my diploma. Hope I can pesuade my mum. I want to study Arts-Music. Well dance also can but I think music suit me better. I want to study diplom in performing arts-piano.

2009-01-08T14:11:00.002+08:00

Today we had group discussion. Shukoor and me were so angry with Robin. He had chosen Maurice. Maurice never contribute in any work. Shukoor and me prefer Minying to Maurice. right now we just got to tolerate with him. The fact is that among the 5 members only 4 of us doing. Luckliy for the Ob and Statistic we are not working with him. right now we are waiting for Valerie and Ferlyn's reply on the group arrangement.

2008-12-25T22:58:00.002+08:00

Yesterday I'd been to City Harvest Church at Jurong West. I watched a play acted by the the drama team of the church. After which, the paster talked about disappointment, destress and feeling lost. I felt that the things that he said is like what I am feeling the whole time during the holiday. He said that Jesus Christ will bless us. After the session, I feel that I want to live my life afresh. After the service, I went off to meet my orchestra members for dinner. We exchanged present. I had taken Zhi Yang's and Jessica had taken my present. 'Maria' told us about his NS days in tekong. Very funny stories.

Today I'd been to Vivocity to celebrate my birthday with YS, YM and Grace. We sat down at Starbucks to chat. We chatted for hours till 5+. That was a long chat. Afterwhich I went off to have dinner with my family then we went home.

Tomorrow I am going to start a new life. I am going to do research on my modules that I will be taking when the term starts. In that way maybe I can go better in the exams. At the same time I am also going to study on marketing just in case I fail.

I hope I will not need to retake any of my exam.

2008-12-12T15:14:00.002+08:00

Yesterday I went to East Coast Park to teach YS how to ride the bicycle. We rent the bike for 2 hours $7. A little expensive though. YS still don't know how to ride. I give her 5 days time to master the basic of riding. Hope she can ride after 5 days. Since she said that she legs are tired. Learning how to ride a bike means you got to learn for a few days continuously then you can get hold of the feeling. Too bad. She stop only by learning for 1 day. She said she will continue another. The fact is I am not free next week. That means she got to start from scratch. Seeing her rate of learning, I keep telling myself to be patient. The problem also lies on she keep depending on me. Once I leave her alone for less than 1 metre away, she will be scared. She is scared that she will fall and so on. This will never work. That is the worst problem. Keep relying will not improve. I keep telling her not to forget the momentum. she told me she will not. Well I can assure that she will not be able to get back to the same spot as she is yesterday. She will need to start from scratch again. I hope she understands what I mean. Learing how to ride is hard. You need to be consistent. got to do that everyday to get the momentum. A pity she did not do it. having a break for more then 3 days means she will have to start from scratch especially you start on the first day aand taking break for a long time. if you learn for 3-4 days continuously and taking breaks for 2 days is ok. But doing that is risky, may/must start from scratch. I hope that will not happen ,or my effort and time will be wasted on yesterday.

After riding, we went for lunch and window shopping at Parkway Parade. We walked around the mall for hours. Amazed that parkway parade is so big. So many shops. We walked till we drop. The Window shopping experience made me feel so great. I have not shop for a long time.

2008-12-10T15:15:00.005+08:00

Yesderday night, I ate a monster chips. It is a USA brand. It tasted a bit bland though. When you are about to eat that chips, you will feel happy as the chips look happy. Even before you start eating you will have a smile on your face already.

I also bought a sour candy floss. Flavour- watermelon and grape. The candy floss is purple and green in colour. It is is very sour but you then you love the taste after you ate them for a while. At first you will not be used to it as it is too sour, you tend to cough on your first bit of the floss. After that you will love the sour taste. It gives you a kind of satisfaction when eating it.

Warning!! Please do not eat too much as it will make your stomach and tongue a little uncomfortable.

You guys can try it though. $2.50. Sold at Cold Storage.

cute right?

Later I am going to watch SSO Christmas concert at the Esplande at 7.30. I am so excited. I have been wanting to watch their performance for a long time. I watched the Winds Philharmonic many times. The conductor is my secondary school band conductor. Today I get to see Lim Yau conducting the orchestra with the Singapore Symphony Children's Choir and Singapore Symphony Chorus. Heard that this conductor is a good conductor. I want to see how he conduct the symphony orchrestra and choir. Hope it will be a fantastic concert.

2008-12-09T17:51:00.005+08:00

After the exam, I've been to the library to borrow books. I borrowed 2 fiction books on piano and 2 comics-calvin and hobbes. One of the book I am reading is The Piano Shop On The Left Bank. The story is on piano. The Natural and Accidentals, Arppegios, Cromatics etc. The book even talk about using what books to practice on the piano, books like Hanon for finger practice which is what every learner used. I use them too. This books is very detail though th author doesn't play the piano. He got the sources through people around him. After reading less than half of the book, I dream that I was at the scene. I have never got so involved in the scene before.

Well I also watch a lot of jap drama. I watch Iyru Team Medical Dragon part 1 and 2, Hotaru No Hikari and Nodame Cantabile. My very old friends know that I am into jap drama. Iyru Team Medical Dragon is a medical show on cardic(heart). The show is very real though there are really very bloody scene. I love this type of reality show. After watching this show, I went to the web to check if the information in the show is correct, indeed it is the truth. In short, this show film everything. Think they have made a lot of research before filming that. As for the other shows, they are comedy but the main character is really like me. Like a shadow of me. Nodame Cantabile gives me the motivation to play the piano better. Everytime when I watch that show, I will want to play the piano better. Somehow that show is more of giving me a self reflection. Though you may laugh when watching, but in really life, that manner will irritate people.

Today I went to watch Bolt 3D with my brother. After the show we went to Mount Sophia. old friends you know where this place is. We walk around that place. Been to Mount Emily Park to play at the playground. We swing like kids, play the see-saw. Somehow it makes us feel that we are kids again. We will like to go there again. I went to take a picture of my Primary School.

Looks totally different right, old friends? I have not been there for years.

2008-11-11T18:58:00.002+08:00

Today Sin Yee came to my place. We actually want to study accounting together but ending up chatting about our sorrows and happy times with family and friends. Sin Yee felt that going to my place is also a good thing as we both can destress on accounting. We have been so fed up with the accounting. Finally we talk about the asshole, saying that he is teaching rubbish. Now our only hope is the mass revision. Hope it can work well. Actually I felt gulity not doing anything much today. Sin Yee said it is ok as she end up destressing at my place. Watching me catching/chasing/killing lizard in the kitchen in the middle of our chat. She saw me taking bamboo and inseticide trying to kill and chasing it. Well I think it was fun playing with the lizard.

Just went to watch Happy Tree Friends. The cartoon makes me feel so sick. I went to to read the feedbak. Shock to see that a lot of people like the cartoon so much. I feel that these people are sick. They said they want more blood and violance in it. Sin Yee told me she went to watch that cartoon to destress. So I went to try watching the cartoon. I feel more sick after watching it. I feel that fans are all sick in the mind.

Looks like now I am going to drill on my econs and marketing. I will just put accounting aside.

My brother went to buy a suit for hs prom night. I say that he is mad. Last time I didn't go as I don't have any clothes. Waste money too. I don't know why my brother wants to go. Waste money. My mum think I am over thrifty. Whatever things I do, I will think of money. To me money is the most important thing in my life. Of course I will care about my family. Just that when I want to spend money on myself I will think twice. If the money is on my family, then I will think less on it. Still thinking of money but lesser.

2008-11-08T21:55:00.002+08:00

Went for Marketing mass revision. He is the head of school. He was talking rubbish most of the time. I meant things we don't really understand. Almost all of us couldn't understand what he was talking about. He kept telling us to flip the book. Felt that the whole of 3 hrs we were just flipping the book instead of doing a revision. Trying to understand him. Somehow we couldn't do it. We don't know how to describe him.

Today is a Saturday. It is my favourite day of the week, it is also the family's favourite day of the week. This afternoon, my aunty treat me to a teppanyaki lunch. It's my first time eating that. So excited. When we were there, the place was quite packed. Soon I got to see the chef cooking what a wonderful experience. My aunty said that only the bugis and PS branch is chef cook better. Haha. So next time I bring you guys there to eat.

2008-11-05T17:08:00.002+08:00

YESTERDAY, WENT FOR ACCOUNTING CLASS. FELT THAT I HAD DONE NOTHING YESTERDAY DURING CLASS. THE ASSHOLE TOLD US TO DO TLP AND BS. HE DID NOT DRILL USS ANYTHING FOR THE EXAM. SPENT THE WHOLE OF 3 HOURS DOING 1 QUESTION ON TPL AND BS. SHIT MAN. I FEEL THAT I WASTED MY TIME IN ACCOUNTING CLASS ALL THE TIME WITH THE ASSHOLE. I THINK I WILL LEARN BETTER IN THE MASS REVISION.

When I got home. I feel that I did not do anything. I had been slacking the whole day. Until today I finally get back to work. I studied marketing, sorting of papers, practicing the piano etc. Everything back to normal. Tmr is marketing mass revision. Hope I can get more tips for the exam.

2008-10-30T19:24:00.003+08:00

I am going to be busy studying until my exam ends. I am not going out during this period except for relevent things like going out for dinner etc. Don't ask me out until my exam is over. Don't expect me to chat with you guys on the phone etc. I fail my econs. I got to retake. 2 days before Marketing. Now I got 3 modules to take. I got to pass them all. Especially econs. If I fail I got to remodule.

24Nov Econs
26Nov Marketing
1Dec Accounting

I am scared that I will fail Marketing and Econs as I don't really know how to ans question. I always know the ans but I don't know how to wrrite them, hence I make mistakes. Hope I pass them all. I am aiming A for accounting, B for marketing and a pass for econs. I am not good that economics cum business stuff. Hence I know I can't be a businessman. haha Now I just hope for a pass for Econs. I don't expect much from it. Hope I can do it. Got to pass by all means.

2008-10-28T15:51:00.003+08:00

TODAY WE HAD MAD ACCOUTING CLASS AGAIN. WE HANDED IN THE PROJECT AND HE SAID HE WANTED 1 SIDED INSTEAD OF 2 SIDED. THIS IS RIDICULOUS.NEXT HE TOLD US THAT WE WANT MORE DEFINITION. WHAT THE HELL IS THAT. I CANNOT TOLERATE HIM ALREADY.

Just check my results for econs. I fail. I don't know why I am still so calm. I think maybe I know what is going to happen. I will retake re-exam. I don't want to remodule. That's all.

2008-10-27T20:55:00.004+08:00

Today is Deepavali. Went to mala and dhurga's house. We got a total of 4 serving as each meal is 2 servings . Went to 2 person's house means 4 servings in total. We were all extremely full. Lucky we did not have our breakfast. If not...... we took some pictures. Here are some.

2008-10-25T15:01:00.002+08:00

Yesterday's presentation was like a roller coaster. We had some unhappiness with andre's group. They accuse us for our mistakes when we are not in the wrong. They owe us an apology. Andre went to apologies on the behalf of his team. I think that was very noble of him but stupid of him. doing that for them, made the members thought that saying sorry is cheap. Someone is cleaning their ass even thought they don't admit. I feel so sad for that group with members with only humiliation in their dictionery. They don't know what is pride and dignity. They only have humilition in their mind. I pity them. When andre and mayne came to apology to us we feel that they should not do that. We wanted elain and her good friends to do it. When the class is over. where were they? Did anyone saw they saying sorry to us? NO. Instead , it was their respondsible andre and mayne doing it. Since they went off like that making the 2 to apologies to us means they don't know what is pride and dignity. They can just leave like that thinking everything is settle. Well. We don't think so. Well, I can just say watch their back. We are not going to let them have a good time. Watch out. Don't mess with me or my group. Messing with my group means messing with me.

2008-10-22T18:44:00.004+08:00

YESTERDAY THAT ASSHOLE TOLD US WE GOT TO ADD IN CONCEPT INTO OUR PROJECTS. THIS IS MAD. THE LAST TIME THAT ASSHOLE TOLD US WE DID WELL. WE JUST NEED TO DO A BETTER COMPILATION. THAT'S ALL. YESTERDAY THE ASSHOLE TOLD US HE WANT CONCEPT AND MORE THEORY. THIS IS CRAZY. WE SHOULD RECORD WHAT HE SAID THE OTHER TIME. REGRETTED THAT WE DID NOT RECORD WHAT HE SAID. I FEEL LIKE SCRATCHING HIS CAR. FEEL LIKE KILLING HIM.

Today we finished up all the projects. We are so tired. We edited our marketing report from 2700+ words to 2209 words. We got to delete all our very important words knowing that they are like gold and silver to us. We keep the old copy of the report to do it on our presentation. we will say all our important words on Friday. We just have to speak fast on that day. We have a lot to talk on that day. On that day we are no.3. I love it. I always want to be the first few to present.

2008-10-16T18:50:00.004+08:00

Yesterday when we were doing project in the library, while the mauricee group did at the reading room. When maurice, wave to us at the glass window, shukoor when to knocked the glass window creating a siren in the library and the reading room. Shukoor was shock when that happened, while funny things happened in the reading room. Everyone in the reading room thought maurice did that when he actually didn't do anything besides waving to us. Maurice later came over to the library telling us that people at the reading room thought he did that. when we hear tha, we were all laughing. We told maurice that all because of him there is siren when we actually knew who did it. We saw everything. When the librarian went to off the siren, Shukoor pretended to type and busy with the project. When we finished our project, we were packing up, shukoor accidentlly kicked the door again creating the siren again. then when we all looked up we see maurice again. I told maurice:"why is it that I see you, the siren will appear?" Maurice kept telling me he didnt do anything and he don't know anything. We know that it is Shukoor that did it but we just love to say that is was Maurice doing that.

Today my (baby) tortoise died. So sad. I love them so much. Last Sunday, I felt that something were not quite right. I suspected one of them had diarrhoea. I went tochecked with my grandmother, she told me she fed them vegetables. In that case I did not suspect much. Today, I found that one of it died. The other also dying soon. Sad.

In Loving Memory

2008-10-14T16:16:00.002+08:00

ASKING MYSELF WHAT I HAVE DONE AND LEARN TODAY? I FEEL THAT I AM JUST SOCIALISING IN SCHOOL DURING ACCOUNTING CLASS. THE ALIEN IS JUST DOING NOTHING. FIRST HOUR, THAT ALIEN LET US VEIW OUR PAPER FOR 1 HOUR. THEN THE ALIEN GO THROUGH OUR TEST PAPER. THEN WE HAVE A BREAK. THE LAST 45 MINS THAT ALIEN STARTED TEACHING. WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS? I FEEL SO GUILTY FOR COMING TO SCHOOL NOT DOING ANYTHING. THIS IS THE WORST MAD ACCOUNTING CLASS I HAVE EVER BEEN THROUGH.

After the class, robin wanted to talk to me about the project. We went to view the project, at the same time we did distribution. when doing, I talked to Maurice, surprised to know that he was my ex neighbour. He even study the same kndergarten as me. I stay there for so long and I have not seen him before. I think he move out a few years ago as now my place has repaint the building to orange. Maurice seen the old building of mine which is blue in colour. Very Singaporean. He told me he is a british chinese. I love british and german guys. My first choice is a German, second is a british, then australian. I don't really like asia guys i don't know why. hehe

2008-10-10T18:02:00.003+08:00

Today I went back to my old school to perform. A lot of us (old member-alumni) went back to perform. For the first time I faced the the microphone and play. Normally I won't play when the microphone face my cello. I am scared that I will play badly and let everyone down. Today eventhough I have to face the microphone, I still played well. Amazing!! When we were at the backstage waiting for our turn, I kept asking Kason what time is it. Kason thought that he looked like a clock to me. LOL He told me not to ask him for the time every 10 mins. Amazingly, I asked him every 10 mins until he got fed up. I didn't mean to. I felt that the time waited was too long. When the performance was over, I changed quickly and hurried to school. When I reached school, my team members and I found out that we have a lot of things to do for marketing as we have not actually done much. Literally we have to start all over again. This is bad. Today is friday and I felt that today is like a Tuesday or Wednesday. I don't feel happy though weekend is coming. I feel that I have a lot of things to do. I have to study for my common test and finish the accounting and marketing project at the same time. I don't know what type of mood I am having now.

2008-10-07T19:14:00.002+08:00

TODAY I HAD MAD ACCOUNTING CLASS. BEFORE THE TEST, THAT ALIEN SAID NO CANCELLATION IN THE PAPER. WHF!!!! IF YOU SAID WE CAN'T DO THAT IN THE EXAM, I BELIEVE YOU. BUT THIS IS NOT THE WAY. WELL, I TOLERATE THAT MAD IDEA OF THAT ALIEN. NEXT MOMENT, HE TOLD SOMEONE 'I GIVE YOU 1 LAST CHANCE. YOU HAVE 2 WRONGS IN YOUR FIRST PAGE.' WHAT IS THIS??? WE ALL THOUGHT THAT ALIEN WAS GOING TO SAID I GIVE YOU ONE LAST CHANCE, IF YOU CONTINUED TO TALK, I WILL GIVE YOU A ZERO, INSTEAD, THAT ALIEN SAID GIVE HIM ONE LAST CHANCE TO CHANGE ANSWER. WHAT LOGIC IS THIS? TRYING TO ACT STRICT AT A WRONG TIMING. HEY!! DO YOU KNOW HOW TO ACT STRICT? DO YOU THINK PEOPLE WILL RESPECT IN THIS MANNER? CRAZY. LAST WEEK WE THOUGH WE FINALLY HAD A MUCH MORE NORMAL ACCOUNTING CLASS, INSTEAD, THAT IS CALLED NOT NORMAL ACCOUNTING CLASS. THINGS LIKE THIS MAD ACCOUNTING IS CALLED NORMAL ACCOUNTING CLASS. TODAY ACTUALLY GANGSTER CAN ACTUALLY CONTINUED TO TEACH THE RATIO, INSTEAD, GANGSTER TOLD US TO DO FINANCIAL STATEMENT. YOU TEACH HALFWAY, THEN YOU CONTINUE TO TEACH, NOT CHANGE THE TOPIC TO DOING FINANCIAL STATEMENT. I AM GOING CRAZY. I HOPE WE CAN ALL PULL THROUGH THIS MODULE WITH THIS MAD ALIEN CUM GANGSTER.

2008-10-03T18:44:00.002+08:00

YESTERDAY ACCOUNTING LESSON WAS MUCH MORE NORMAL. WE LEARNT RATIOS. FINALLY THE ALIEN USE RED PEN TO MARK PAPERS MUCH MORE NORMAL. WHAT HE SAID ABOUT THE RETEST ON NEXT WEEK IS NOT VERY NORMAL. ALIEN SAID TREAT THIS PAPER AS A REVISION PAPER. WHF!!! THE ALIEN SAID THAT AS THE PERCENTAGE OF PASSERS ARE LOW. WELL,I REMEMBER, HE SAID THAT FAILERS RETAKE. NOW END UP EVERYONE HAVE TO RETAKE TOGETHER. WHAT IS THIS?

This morning I was having diarrhoea. Had it 3 times before going off to school. I thought I was going to be late. End up I was 10 mins early. Lucky I stay near the school. Well, today I had marketing lesson. A tired day. Went back home to sleep for 2 hrs before doing my work.

Tomorrow I am going out with Heng to help him choose a dress/skirt for gwen. He wants to buy a dress for gwen, but don't know what type she likes, so he bring me along to choose for him. Gwen, he is treating you so well. Well I only give him 3 hrs to choose. After which I am going back home to study and do my projects. I have so many things to do in total. How am I going to finish? I will finish. I will. I will. I will. I am so tired. I am having upset stomach too.

2008-09-30T19:45:00.002+08:00

WELL, YESTERDAY THE MAD ALIEN GAVE US A TEST. THAT WAS A MULTIPLE CHOICE QUESTION. THE QUESTIONS ARE TOTALLY DIFFERENT FROM WHAT THE ALIEN SAID. THE ALIEN SAID THE TEST IS MORE ON DOUBLE ENTRY AND WHAT EXPENSES AND ASSETS SHOULD BE PLACED AT. IN THE END, THE QUESTION IS ABOUT THEORY ON ACCOUNTING WHICH WE WERE NOT TAUGHT. MOREOVER THERE ARE QUESTIONS THAT LOOKED MORE LIKE RIDDLES. NONE OF US COULD UNDERSTAND. THOSE WHO HAD DONE ACCOUNTING BEFORE ALSO COULDEN'T SOLVE THE RIDDLES. MOST OF THEM FAIL. I PITY THOSE WHO KNEW ACCOUNTING AND GOT A FAIL WHICH WAS NOT WORTHWHILE. WELL, BEFORE THAT, WE WERE TAUGHT HOW TO DO BANK RECONCILIATION STATEMENT. THE FORMAT WAS A LITTLE DIFFERENT.

Today my group had the chance to finish 80% of the accounting web base excerise. We were all dead beat. As the guys wanted to eat at Tiong Bahru Plaza while it was raining cats and dogs. We split the group in 2. The first group do the project when the other went for lunch. When they were done, it was the other group going for lunch. We did the accounting project first. We used 4hrs to finish all the projects. Now we are left with compilation of the accounting project and editing of the marketing project. Hope we can finish all by next Friday. Kambaday!!!!!

2008-09-25T19:31:00.009+08:00

THE ACCOUNTING TEACHER IS LIKE A GANGSTER. HIS WAY OF TALKING IS WORST THAN ME. EVERYONE SAID THAT I AM A GANGSTER. I DIDNT KNOW THAT SOMEONE IS MORE GANGSTER THAN ME. THE HEART IS MORE VICIOUS THAN ME. AT LEAST I AM A LITTLE MORE GOOD HEARTED THAN HIM. I WON'T SAY THINKS LIKE MODULE ETC. WHEN ALL OF US DON'T KNOW HOW TO DO THE INVENTORY, HE JUST SAID: 'COUNT LAH' YAH LAH COUNT WHAT. DON'T KNOW HOW TO DO, HOW TO COUNT? SEE? AT LEAST I DON'T SAY THAT. I DON'T TELL PEOPLE TO COUNT AT LEAST I TELL THEM THE STEP. NOT LIKE HIM. IF HE SAID COUNT, I CAN COUNT. ALL OF US CAN COUNT TOO. 1+1=2. I ALSO KNOW HOW TO COUNT. WHEN PEOPLE SAY THEY DON'T KNOW UNDERSTAND, HE SAID: 'REMODULE LAH' SAY UNTIL LIKE THAT. IF THE PERSON REMODULE, MEANING THE TEACHER TEACHES BADLY SO HE NEEDS TO REMODULE. DON'T YOU THINK SO? WHAT KIND OF TEACHER IS THIS? IF THE PERSON REMODULE, HE PAY FOR THE FEES IS IT? SAY UNTIL SO READILY. DIDN'T THINK BEFORE HE SPEAK. BRAINLESS!!!!! AT LEAST I WON'T SAY THAT TO PEOPLE. I ENCOURAGE PEOPLE. NOT LIKE HIM. EVERYTIME TALK BIG. ALL THOSE THAT LEARN ACOUNTING CANNOT TOLERATE HIM. SOME PEOPLE WHO DIDN'T LEARN ACCOUNTING ALSO CANNOT TOLERATE HIM. MAYBE THEY HAVE SEEN THE PASS YEAR PAPERS. THEY FEEL THAT HE CANNOT COVER EVERYTHING IN 15 LESSONS. I DOUBT HE CAN FINISH. IF HE CANNOT FINISH, I USE ITE FORMAT AND METHOD TO DO THE ACCOUNTING. IF HE DARE TO MINUS MY MARKS, I WILL SURE KILL HIM!!!!!!!!!! I AM GOING TO LET HIM DIE BADLY IN MY HANDS AND KILL ON THE BEHALF OF THE CLASS.

TODAY WE LEARNT INVENTORY. TOTALLY DIFFERENT FROM WHAT WE LEARNT. THE FORMAT IS DIFFERENT SO IT MAKE US HARDER TO COUNT THE INVENTORY. EVEN THOSE THAT LEARN ACCOUNTING ALSO DON'T KNOW HOW TO DO. DON'T UNDERSTAND WHAT THE WHOLE LESSON IS ABOUT. TODAY HE IS TOTALLY DIFFERENT. TODAY THOSE THAT ASK HIM QUESTION, HE DON'T WANT TO TEACH, LET US-KNEW ACCOUNTING PEOPLE TO TEACH. RIDICULOUS!! TODAY IS THE WORST DAY EVER. EVERYONE DON'T KNOW HOW TO DO ACCOUNTING - CLASS HISTORY. E.G. A KEEP ASKING B. B SEE A, B FEEL STRESS BECAUSE B ALSO DON'T KNOW HOW TO DO WHEN A AND B ALSO HAVE ACCOUNTIN BACKGROUND. A ASK THE TEACHER, THE TEACHER REPLIED:"COUNT LAH!" WTF! WHEN WE ALL TOLD HIM THE ANSWER DON'T REALLY MAKE SENSE, HE REPLIED:"HOW CAN DON'T MAKE SENSE........." I WANT TO VOMIT BLOOD. DO INVENTORY DON'T NEED TO OPEN SO MANY ROWS AND COLUMNS. THEN HE OPEN SO MANY UNTIL ALL OF US ARE SO CONFUSSED. I AM SCARED THAT MY FUTURE WILL DIE IN HIS HANDS. IF I REALLY FAIL I AM GOING TO KILL HIM. NO MATTER WHAT I MUST PASS. TO SHOW THIS FELLA THAT I PASS THE EXAM NOT TO LET MY PREVIOUS ACCOUNTING TEACHERS DOWN. I WILL SAY IT IN FRONT OF HIM. TO LET HIM KNOW.

2008-09-23T13:31:00.002+08:00

Today is my marketing common. It is not as hard as I think though I don't have much confidence that I will do well. I just hope for the best.

Anyway I am just thinking, why I don't dare/accecpt guys. Just say my grandparents fighting. looks like I have found the ans. I come from a messy family of violance. I seen husbands bullying wives. my dad also do that to my mum. So maybe that's why I don't like guys. I don't dare to love.To me, I feel that guys are just creatures that will bother you all the time. Maybe because I am much more independent as I come from this type of family. Whatever problem I encounter, I will solve it myself without any help.

2008-09-22T14:06:00.002+08:00

TODAY I FINALLY KNOW WHERE MY ACCOUNTING TEACHER GET HIS CERT FROM. HE GOT IT FROM MALAYSIA. NO WONDER HIS STANDARD IS SO LOW. SO THAT MEANS HE DID NOT BUY HIS CERT. HE REALLY GTE A CERT, FROM MALAYSIA. HE TEACHES DIFFERENTLY. HE ALSO USE TESTBOOKS THAT IS FOR MALAYSIA AND SINGAPORE. NO WONDER. NOW I DON'T DOUBT HIS QUALIFICATIONS.

Today I bathe with my tortoises kind of nice. Bonding with my tortoises. they seem to ove to bathe with me. I let them move ard the toilet while I am bathing. Just feeling a bit wierd as you get to see 3 green creatures moving ard you-big too small. Still it is kinda nice. I feel that they shold move ard some time instead of staying in the tank all the time.

Maybe I will bathe with them more often in the future.

2008-09-20T14:05:00.003+08:00

HEARD FROM MY FRIEND THAT THE ALIEN TEACHER GOT A MASTER IN ACCOUNTING. I WONDER HOW HE GOT THAT CERT. I BET HE MUST HAVE BOUGHT IT. MY FRIEND SAID THAT ALL TEACHERS TEACHING IN THIS SCHOOL MUST HAVE AT LEAST A MASTER DEGREE. I TRUST THAT MY QS TEACHER SURE HAVE A PhD DEGREE. CAN SEE THAT HE IS PROFESSIONAL, BUT THIS ALIEN ACCOUNTING TEACHER IS A TOTAL RUBBISH. I REALLY WONDER WHAT HE DO TO GET A MASTER DEGREE. DON'T TELL ME HE MADE A FAKE CERT IN ORDER TO GET THIS JOB. THIS IS REALLY INHUMAN IF HE REALLY DO THAT. ANYWAY I AM NOT GOING TO TALK SO MUCH ABOUT HIM AS HE IS HOPELESS. I CAN'T BE BOTHERED WITH HIM. WHAT HE WANT TO DO IS NON OF MY BUSINESS. I DON'T WANT TO KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT HIM. ALL I CAN SAY IS I DOUBT THIS QUALIFICATIONS.

2008-09-19T11:27:00.003+08:00

HAVE NOT BLOG FOR A LONG TIME. TODAY I AM BLOGGING IN CAPS AS I AM GOING TO TALK ABOUT MY MAD ACCOUNTING TEACHER. I AM RETURNING HIM IN CAPS AS HE LOVES TO WRITE EVERYTHING IN CAPS AND MARK PAPERS IN PINK PEN.

THIS ALIEN TEACHER OF MINE, I WONDER WHAT CERT HE GOT. EVERYTHING HE TEACHES ARE CRAP. HIS SPEAKING IS ALSO IN BROKEN ENGLISH. I DON'T KNOW WHY. 'SALES ALWAYS ALWAYS PUT IN THE CREDIT SIDE' 'PURCHASES ALWAYS ALWAYS PUT ON THE DEBIT SIDE' 'MOTOR VEHICLES IS IN YOUR FIT ASSETS'. SEE THAT? THIS TYPE OF ENGLISH IS INEXCUSABLE.

I DOUBT THIS CERT. I WONDER WHERE HE STUDY HIS ACCOUNTING? I WONDER HE BOUGHT HIS CERTIFICATE FROM A UNIVERSITY. HE KEPT MAKING MISTAKES IN CLASS AND CLAIM THAT HE IS TESTING US. CUT THAT CRAP!!! THIS TRIAL BALANCE CAN'T EVEN BALANCE AND HE DARE TO POST IN THE BLACKBOARD TO LET US DO. WHEN TEAACHING, HE ALSO KEPT DOING WRONG THINGS AND MAKE US TELL HIM HIS MISTAKES, SOMETIMES HE DON'T EVEN KNOW THIS MISTKAES. ITE TEACHERS ARE MUCH MORE PROFESSIONAL THAN HIM. THEY SPEAK, TEACH AND DO MORE PROFESSIONALLY THAT HIM.

I THINK HE STUDY IN USA OR AUSTRALIA. OUR PROVISION FOR DEPRCIATION IS CALLED ACCUMULATED DEPRCIATION. ACCUMULATED DEPRECIATION IS USED IN USA AND AUSTRALIA. WE USE THE UK FORMAT-PROVISION FOR DEPRCIATION. OUR ITE TEACHERS TOLD US THAT WE USE UK FORMAT. WE DON'T USE THE USA FORMAT. SO WHY ARE FOLLOWING THE USA FORMAT? IS THIS TEACHER OK?

THIS TEACHER TEACHES ACCOUNTING USING FOOLSCAP PAPER. ACCOUNTING SHOULD US LEDGER BUT DON'T KNOW WHY HE SAY USE FOOLSCAP PAPER. DURING HIS FIRST LESSON, HE DID NOT SAY LEDGER, A LOT OF US SAY THAT HE IS NOT PROFESSIONAL ALREADY. THEN IN THE SECOND LESSON AND MORE, WE FOUND OUT THAT HE IS REALLY NOT A PROFESSIONAL TEACHER. EVERYTHING HE SAY MAKE US DOUBT HIM AND HIS QUALIFICATIONS. THOSE WHO LEARN ACCOUNTING BEFORE, CANNOT TOLERATE HIM. I THINK IF WE BRING ONE OF OUR ITE TEACHERS HERE, I THINK THE CLASS WILL UNDERSTAND THE CONCEPT BETTER AND LEARN FASTER. I DOUBT HE CAN FINISH ALL THE TEACHING BY THE END OF LESSON 15 FOR OUR EXAM. WELL I DON'T REQUEST MUCH FROM THIS TEACHER AS HE IS LIKE CRAP. I THINK HE IS FROM A PLANET CALLED PLUTO.

THIS TEACHER ALSO HAVE ATTUTITE PROBLEM. HE ONLY HELP CERTAIN STUDENTS. I AM NOT SAYING HE NEGLECTED ME. I AM JUST SAYING WHAT I SEE THE SITUATION AS A WHOLE. HE IS ALSO LIKE ONE OF MY FRIEND, DO THINGS HIS WAY REGARDLESS OF HOW PPL THINKS. HE DON'T CARE HOW PPL SEES HIM. HE JUST WANTS TO BE HIMSELF. HE THINKS HE IS ALWAYS RIGHT EVENTHOUGH HE DID IT WRONG. HE WILL NEVER ADMIT HE IS WRONG, HE WILL SAY THAT HE IS TESTING US. TEST WHAT? IS THERE A LOT TO TEST? NOTHING BETTER TO DO IS IT?

ANYWAY I STILL DOUBT HIS QUAALIFICATIONS. I WONDER IF HE IS A QUALIFY ACCOUNTANT. I THINK HE IS A UNSUCCESSFUL ACCOUNTANT, HENCE, HE GO INTO TEACHING THINKING IT WILL BE A BETTER WAY OUT. FAT HOPE. STOP DREAMING, SIR!!!!! WAKE UP FROM YOUR DREAM!!! GET BACK TO REALITY, SIR!!!!

2008-07-31T18:21:00.011+08:00

Went to the Garden Festival on Tuesday. here are some of the pictures taken. I have split them into 2 post.

2008-07-31T17:11:00.021+08:00

2008-07-07T16:48:00.003+08:00

Today is the first batch of presenters for the ES Project. They did a good job. I think they put in a lot of effort unlike my group. My group member still told me we are almost done, just that we need to add some pictures and editing. Well, I feel that we are far from finishing.

I worry the most for QS as we are also far from finishing. We are still are the starting point. We have not move forward yet. I doubt we can finish on time. Somehow we got to finish it on Fri.

I am also stress for my piano exam. I want to pass. I don't want to fail. I want to do well. I also don't want to embarress myself when I am in the examination room. I am so worried that I screwed myself hen I am playing my pieces, and my scale playing. My piano exam is just less than 4 weeks away. I am so stress. Stress. Stress. Stress. STRESS!!!!!!

2008-07-04T22:47:00.002+08:00

Just come back from the cinema. I went to watch 10 promises to my do with my bro. The show is quite touching. Definately worth for dog and animal lover. Right now I am waiting for the report as one of my group member has not send me the drafted report. I am going to do the editing. My group member is so slow. I can only use the computer up to 11 pm. Haiz. I also feel guilty when I cannot contribute much to the group.

2008-07-03T19:58:00.002+08:00

Yesterday I got to know my QS results. I was surprised that I did that well. I thought I may get a fail 10/30. Instead, I got 21/30. Since I couldn't believe it, I requested to view the paper. To my surprise, I got full marks for my Grouped Data and a few ticks for other questions thought I did not get full marks. Before the results are out, I did not even want to see the ans that my lecturer send in our class email account. Up till now I still can believe that I pass. Right now for this coming weeks, I am rushing for my project. Hope I can do a good job.

I am so stress over my piano exam. I got to pass.Like what my friend said:"Pass for the sake of the registration fee, not for the sake of the cert." Well I agree, pass for the sake of the money instead of the cert. Well the cert is also important to me. Once I pass means the money is well spend and I get a cert. Two in one. I hope I do well in the exam. I also have to do well in sch. I got to do well in everything. Haiz. I am so tired. I am having stomach flu and stomach cramp. I am suffering for 2 days already. Maybe it will be better during the weekend :)

2008-06-12T20:02:00.002+08:00

Today I played the school's piano.The piano is worst that expected. the piano has not been tune for a long time. the stirngs has no tension already. the sound is not very nice.Well, I have a public performance' in school.I don't care what peole there are think. I just play as much as I want. Lucky in the classs know that I play the piano. I hope that through that, I that someone can invite me to perform somewhere-public performance. I want to perform. After plaayingg the piano, I go back to class , I feel more refresh, don't know why. Well I play the piano during a very short 20 mins break. Today once I reach home, I went to play the violin. All of the sudden I have the urge to play even better. Though i am quite sleepy, but I still want to play the piano before I go for my forty winks.

2008-06-11T19:09:00.003+08:00

Still keeping thinking of performing. Maybe I have not perform for quite some time so .... I don't know. I still keeping thinking of performing. I don't know why. This time I wantto perform on piano or cello or violin. After learning the violin, I feel that violin is quite easy. Maybe I have music background and I played the cello. Afterall I still wantto perform. Am I too thick skin? Anyway I don't have stage fright. I am not scared of anything. 3 days ago I went to the SSO website, I they want principle cello and cello and viola. I was excited, but I don't have the guts to go for the audition as the members there are freelance music teachers. They are all pro musicians. I don't dare to compare my skills with them. Wait till my skills are as good as them then I will join the SSO. These are the video cilps that motivates me to practice harder to reach my goals. I hope I can reach my goals before I start to go out to the working work working in the office etc. I don't want to work in the office like ordinary people. I want to perform and I hope I can do it. I must reach my goals.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7BP2xRHoLLQ&NR=1

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k1tVY9fs8q0&feature=related

2008-06-08T15:32:00.002+08:00

Suddenly gets depress. I want to play piano with symphony orchestra. I want to continue playing music. If I graduate, means I must get a job and I have to stop music. I don't want. I want to continue music. I love music so much. I hope I can get a grade 8 before I graduating from sch. In that way I can go and find a place of my own-freelance pianist. I just want to continue music I want to want to in a office and see the boss and computer whole day. I study because I want to have a skill. I want to perform on stage. I want to play the piano with the symphony orchestra. I know it is hard to do it. I want to. That is my biggest wish. After I got the news that I cannot go poly, I just feel that my love for music will just end like that . I cannot play music anymore or anytime I want. Right now I don't want anything, I just want to continue music, anywhere. I wish I can go to art sch like NAFA or Laselle. Right now I am learning violin, i hope I can join SSO i don't mind playing cello for the SCO even if I cannot play the piano. As long as there is music, there is life in me. This is me. I hopeI can find a way to continue music. i want to perform a piano concerto with a orchestra, just one concerto and I will have no regrets even if I am just a member for either one of the orchestra. A concerto will be one of my biggest achievement in my whole life. That's all. I don't know if I can fulfill my wish. I don't know I can or not, I just don't know. I just hope I can. I hope someone in a orchestra can pick me to perform a concerto with them.

2008-04-16T19:22:00.002+08:00

This is my new toy. This toy is about the same size as us. This toy is like us, it has feelings, eat like all of us, talk like us etc. This is very fun. something like clones species.The price of this toy is negotiable.

2008-04-09T21:49:00.002+08:00

Haven't blog for a long time. I have been busy on looking for schools to study. I have been thinking for a long time on what course i really want. It is a tough decision. After thinking about it, I think i want to go back to accounting. Interest can be cultivated. I think I can cultivate my interest tough it is a bit tough. Hope one of the poly call me. then i can go to poly instead of going to private school.

2008-02-06T22:26:00.000+08:00

Yesterday my grandfather was sick so the family send him to the hospital, we waited very long. At 12+, the doctor said that he may have a stroke. Sad. that happens in the afternoon after I reach home from school. As I took care of him for the whole afternoon. I did not have my meal since the sunday night. I have not sleep for 23 hours.

This morning, I was late for my auditing. Obviously my teacher know something is not right as I am never late for sch. Moreover I had been yawning for the whole lesson. before the lesson ends my teacher asked me what happen .I just told her I slept very late yesterday.

Just visit my grandfather, he is better now. the doctor accounced that he have mild stroke. Sad. I don't know what to do. I am just glad that he know what is going on around him. At least he still know today is chinese new year eve. He know what we normally do in the new year. He knows everything. At least he still remember all our names and still remember to what he want to do after he discharge- he wants to distibute red packets for CNY.

2008-01-31T19:28:00.000+08:00

after the performance- though not all are present.a few missing

Yesterday was my last performance in the Orchestra. It was also my last session. I will come back soon, after my exams. I love them so much. yesterday is the first time the orchestra having a cello duo- played J.S.Bach Minuet. That was a nice piece. We make a pact, the next round of cello esemble, all of us are going to play together-jin kai,evelyn, yingsian and me. I hope all of us can do it. I want to do this so much. I am waiting for this chance for a long time.

2008-01-25T13:12:00.000+08:00

Monday is my accounting common test. I am not sure how will I will do. Just have a feeling that I will get around 60+. Hope I will do better. This chapter is very hard. Budgeting.....

I have done my Napfa test on Tuesday. Body is aching but I think I have done well this time as I think I pass my 2.4. My friends told me that those who took a white tag are those who pass. I took the white tag. So that means I pass? If I pass, then this is the best moments as I have never pass 2.4 in whole life.

2008-01-02T19:47:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, family went to have dim sum breakfast at crystal jade restuarant. The night before the few of us did not have a good sleep. sleep much. we ate too much on the night before, so we cannot sleep, ending up sleeping around 4am and woke up at 8.45. So sleepy. After eating, we went to Best to buy a camera. That's for my aunty's birthday present. After that, I went home to sleep. Then whole family sleep too. All squeeze in the same room just to save electricity. After sleeping for 3-4hours. I felt much better. Then the whole family continue with what they do normally. Nothing much yesterday.

2008-01-01T00:29:00.000+08:00

sakae- at night

at sakae

osu kannonnogoya castle

outside the hotel

Sakae TV tower- not very clear

at takashimaya-the flowers are nice right?

my cousin-Kumiko Morita

Back from Nagoya for a week. This time round i did not take much pics as there is not much attractions. The only attractions are the Nagoya Castle and Osu Kannon Temple. The Shopping area is Sakae. Nagoya's 'Orchard Road'. the place is very big. You cannot finish shopping in a full day. You will need at least 2 full days. Been to my cousin's house. Very cosy. Did not take any pics in ther home but took a pictue of my cousin.

Today is new year day. Did nothing much. Just another boring day.

2007-12-18T14:47:00.000+08:00

Going to Nagoya-Japan tomorrow. Getting more and more excited as time time is getting closer. I have taken out a lof of luggages. 4 luggages. Scary right? i have break my before tour record. I used to bring 2 luggages for tour and come back with 3-4 luggages. This is the first time I have taken out 4 Luggages before leaving for a country. I have a feeling that we will have to take out another 1 more luggage. this time roundmy family is going to japan with a tight budget as we are going to pay a visit to my aunty. We are going to see our cute cousin, play with her and so on. She is just a few months old. Have to go on with my packing. Will update when I am back. See you guys in christmas day.

2007-12-05T20:29:00.000+08:00

I have hurt a friend. That friend treat me like foe. I don't know what to do. Now that friend of mine is just getting a short term hurt. Hope that friend of mine can get over it soon. I wish i can read that friend's mind.

2007-11-28T21:05:00.000+08:00

I have something very confusing in my mind. I want to do something but I am scared that I will hurt the person. I know that now i hurt that person is better than getting a bigger hurt in the later time.

2007-11-13T21:01:00.000+08:00

8 Nov was Deepavali. I went to 2 of my friends' home. I want to kamala's house in the morning. As usual, we ate rice. Indians use to have 2 servings. It is their culture. We followed. In the sense we ate a lot, then I am full. Went to another friend's house. We have to leave very soon as I promised my family that I would be back before 6. Before I leave the friend's house, I have another 2 servings. My friends and I were extra full, but we still have to finish. These rice can last all of us for 2 days. Now i have grown fatter. Don't know if these are the reasons.

2007-11-02T18:13:00.000+08:00

Yesterday after lesson, the whole class was going to the toilet. One of my classmates found that a guy had entered the girls toilet. Then the whole class help to open the door of the cubicle the guy was inside. We push hard. About 4-5 people help to push the door open. One of my classmate stood on the other side of the cubicle and saw that the guy was wearing a blue boxer. He was not sitting on the toilet bowl. He was standing with his back facing the door. All of us quetioned him, asking why he entered the girls toilet. He gave us a very lame excuse; no toilet paper. We questioned our guy classmate. He said that there are 2 rows of toilet paper. He even too some of the paper out as he has flu. He showed us. Then we went back into the toilet and told the guy there's a lot of toilet paper inside. He gave us another lame excuse; if you go in 20 mins ago there's not toilet paper. That means he had been in the toilet for more than 20 mins. From what my classmates say, he just went in. Obviously he lied to us. Then we call a teacher in. The teacher asked him out, he said he was shitting and cannot come out. The teacher told him to come out to prove that he was shitting. He said wait for me to finish, then I 'll show you. We saw that the teacher took his student pass. While the teacher leave the toilet for a while, we confronted him again. We even wanted to take a picture of him, so all of us took our handphone preparing to shoot a picture of him shitting. Before we do that, one of use said it is not very good as he will snatch our phone while we flash our camera. For that reason we keep our phone again. We continued to confront him. When he really came out of the toilet, his face was so red and he was about to cry. Then my classmates said that he's very unlucky to meet us, as we are very united. Haha. For that I agree. During the changing of modules we can even go in to the classroom without the teacher tapping her card. See? Aren't we powerful? Up till now, our teacher still have not idea how we get in to the classroom without her.

Remember QW is a very powerful and united class, don't ever thought of tempering with one of our classmate.

2007-10-23T20:30:00.000+08:00

Everybody agree with what I blog about kamala. Mala I think you really have to do something to yourself. If not we really cannot help you. I am trying to help you so I type it inside my blog. (everybody)

Teacher starts teaching. For accounting, it is a bit hard. Right now for auditing it is still easy as memorsing is my forte. Panda is sometimes a little mad. She said she need everyone to get a tellow hilighter. She said that other colour cannot see. I have so many colour but i can see very word with different colour. Madness. All because of her I got to buy a yellow hilighter and buy a file. Siao. She is just my relieve teacher for 9 week only. I don't have to do such things. At most I spend some money on the file. Anyway I hope I can get along well with her.

2007-10-17T21:38:00.000+08:00

I have thought about it. Right now I just concentrate on school work and piano exam. If I really cannot go poly, I will think of other way. Since Naqiah tell me Nafa have many intake Mar, Jun and Oct. If anything happen i goto the Oct intake of nafa. Then I play the 1 of the exam piece I play in my piano exam for the admission test. Maybe it works. Just let things go step by step. Now I fell like going to Bras Brasah to look for cheap violin. Naqiah said there are violins in good quality that cos as cheap as $20. Maybe one day when I am free, I will go there to take a look. today I went for auditing lesson. It sounds interesting but hard to master the technique. Looks like I am going to have a lot of fun, sorrow and anger during the lesson.

2007-10-16T19:06:00.000+08:00

Glad to know Zhengyi. Hope I can meet her. I feel that I slack a lot today. I practice the piano for 1 hour only and the rest of the day, I watch tv and use the computer. Actually I enjoy my day, maybe because today is a rainy day so the weather is very cooling. Hope tomorrow is a good start for that day and a new term. I want to start afresh this term. Hope everything goes smoothly. Thanks to Zy. Telling me go do things bit by bit. I hope I can do it and maybe go to where I want to go. Tomorrow my day starts early and end very early. Tomorrow I only have 3 hours of lesson. So happy. The rest of the day I can practice the piano.

2007-10-15T18:34:00.000+08:00

Today is the first day of school, but the night before I can't sleep. I have a lot of things in my mind; poly or NAFA. Still the same problem. Well, when I was in school, I was a little better. In the begining, I thought auditing is very simple, as Mrs Sim explained, I find it not very simple. Don't know how it will go. Actually this morning, my class should go lecture, but none of us came. Funny right? The whole class said that we will not go for PE in the morning. We will come for lesson in the noon. As for the other classes, they have lessons in the morning, so they know that there was lecture. Our form teacher was shocked that none of us come for lecture as our class is normally very obedient. We didn't know that. No one call and inform us. At least that shows that the class is very united. Tomorrow is a ite holiday. The school has got a innovative award. My timetable is like shit. Actually our day can start early on Thursday and end early, but it printed that the day starts late and end very very late. Don't you think it is like shit? Who will want to start a day late and end very very late? Only some crazy people will want that. One thing, my class is so pathetic, other classes has got their books, we have not gotten them yet.

2007-10-13T13:39:00.000+08:00

Monday school starts, feeling quite stress even before it starts. What if i can't get in to poly. Where should I go? my friends suggest NAFA as it is a half government sch. At least we don't have to pay much. The problem is we need to go for the admission test. We got to play classical music. I can't play well. All those I play are in complete. I know the can Beethovan- Fur Elise well, but it is in complete, but will it be too easy? Right now I need to know how to scale read, if not I cannot pass the most basic exam. I have not go for my grade 3 exam. How will my chance be? High or low? Now I just hope I can go to poly to study. If I go nafa, I need a person to help me with my admission test. Naqiah said her uncle can help me, on the other hand I feel that I am betraying my piano teacher. How? I am stuck in the middle. right now I think it is better to get in to poly. Like that I will not be stuck in the middle being a bastard backstabbing people. First I need to know when Nafa school starts, like that it will be better. I hope I can find a way out.

2007-10-11T00:17:00.000+08:00

those that are being scolded. please forgive me and also see which part you can change for the better. as for mala you can don't forgive me for the time being.

mala, do you know that sometimes you got to change yourself? eg: when you don't like the CCA then you join that i know you want the points, i understand, but when you are ask to do then job, you complaintwhich it is very inrritating, moreover you keep sticking to the same old friend and keep talking. you need to mix with other friends. do you know that? you say you don't have to change because of friends but sometimes you got to change your character and it is can be very inrritating. do you know that you are actually very lucky? your results are very good and you are still not happy with it. then what do you want? you don't have friends because of your kaisu character. you are too kaisu. sometimes it can be too intorlerable. not only that, you make ppl more stress. sometimes as friends we don't know how to help you. when our marks is higher you are jealous, when we tell you we got lower marks you think that we are lying. then what do you want us to tell you? we don't know what you are thinking. we don't know what you want. you always copy ppl. you don't know even what you actually want. that think copying is the best idea? No. do what you think is the best for you. you say you need to go counselling.we say it may be a good idea as they can help you finalise you thoughts then you are angry. you want ppl to say you don't need to go counselling. you are ok. you only want to hear the good thing. everybody also want to hear good thing.but sometimes you have to accept bad things and reflect on yourself.

sin yee, everytime say you got no confidence in pipa. actually you can play very well. you just don't admit it. you make jun kuang accompany you. sometimes you are very selfish. then what about me. if i am like you, i would have quit when i just join for a few months. i did not, i have the determination and the confidence. i make sure i can do it. so you can do it.

sinkai, everytime say you go no confidence. everytime ask me what if one day i leave you.it is very tiring and inrritating.

lan yan, everytime so secretive.what are you scared of? everything cannot tell. you go so many things cannot let ppl know. do you betray anybody? is that why you don't want to say anything. i think i smell fish in you.

grace, you are always angry for nothing. sometimes we also cannot understand you.we can't say we know you very well. we also can't say we know you don't know you well.you are a wierd person. frankly speaking.sometimes i call you and you scold me just because you are in a bad mood. when you are not in a good mood you call us and we happen to have miss call.you think we don't want to answer you call. what do you want us to do.

i feel like fucking everybody's ass.

2007-10-01T22:11:00.000+08:00

This blog is specially for mala to see
we just came back from malaysia. we took SIA

'grace', sin yee,'kamala'

your mei meis and me(today i snatch them, you can't have them today) jealous?

our burger(mala we asume that the chicken is your flesh)

fries(mala do you want to eat)lol poor mala

val n me

Today we went to changi airport to have lunch with Sin Yee and Valerie. We want to give mala a big surprise as they are her good friends. We went to popey to have our lunch. We took a lot of photos. While eating we talk about Mala and Grace. Didn't know they have so many jokes about Mala and Grace. All of sudden I feel that Mala is such a ungrateful person. Grace always help her and Mala still keep talking bad about Grace. Haiz. But Grace is also another wierd person. Don't know how to help them. Btw we have talk too much about the both of them until we call each other other's name wrongly. Valerie's name became mala and my name became Grace. Swopped indentites. Hahahaha. Later we went to starbucks to continue with our chat on Mala and Grace.

2007-09-07T21:18:00.000+08:00

Today I went to Jurong Bird Park for my performance. I don't think we had done well. my brother when there too. He want there to video cam my performance. At the same time, we went to walk around the park for 1h 45 mins. My brother and I went for and Xpress tour. we use the time we had to tour around the park as for the other they are very slow they only tour small park of park. They are so slow. While touring around the park we took a lot of pictures. Many beautiful birds. ( have problems lading the pics) (load another day)

2007-07-15T23:17:00.000+08:00

special operation command

making use of the sea

the navy

army from other sector

army going in(marching pass us)

after inspection(waving to us)
the canyons at the opposite side

the Singapore flag flying pass us

the army (close look)

the army from my view

Yesterday i went to watch the NDP. It was very nice. I was seated at the VIP place. WOW!! The place seats were place in the middle. This year I've got a goodie bag. It had many things in it, fan, cap with light, many many snacks, sweets, 2 bottles of Newater and 2 packets of Yeos packets drink and a few packets of wet tissue. this year's performer are more to the ARTS side, the singers are the opera singers. The musician are the orchestra in cluding the T'ang Quartat. These players played very well. How I wish I can play like them. Next was the Arm Force performance. i was really great! They made full use of the road and the sea. they showed us the water explosion the mass display and everything. Well, the MPs are not there except Mr Teo(minister of defence). he acted as the president. he seat ride the president's car and do inspection. As for the other minister, it was acted by 2 students. All they have to do is to smile and take a signboard. kinda funny.

2007-07-12T19:28:00.000+08:00

all of us drinking chocolate frappe
(my project teammates)

Last week my projetc teammates went to the Singapore Museum and the Botanic Garden to do a final lookout. We took some pictures. When we went to one part of the botanic garden (a path), quite dark. Looked like a jungle. If you use your imaginations. Haha. That friend of mine use so much of the imaginations until when we heard a sound from around the bushes, that friend of mine thought of snakes coming out of the bushes trying to bite her, for me I thought the bushes were going to drop on me so I ran very fast out of that place leaving her alone, then she scream very loud, like a lunatic. People in front of us turned back to look at us. It was kind of funny at that time. Later we went to have a break that a cool place. we bought chocolate frappe. taste good but a little too sweet.

2007-07-03T22:56:00.000+08:00

I have not blog on my beijing trip. I was there for 5 days. The sky there was very hazy. Worse than Singapore. You will never get to see a clear there. When the weather there was cooler then the sky will be hazier. When I was there, I ate a lot of vege cos the food there are mostly very fattening meat. There was 1 meal I ate duck's heart. I did not know it until the waiter told me. When I know that I felt like throwing up. I think the place is not my type cos the place is too cheena. I still prefer Australia. As for asia, Japan. The sky there is really clear, clearer than Singapore. Back to China. I went to a pearl factory. Bought a pearl bracelet. The factory even pearl powder. Been to jade factory, Cloisonne (jin tia lan) factory. Bought a lot of jade(cheap one) inside the factory. The cloisonne is a type of metal, maybe we have seen it before but you don't know that. I don't have the pic, if I have I will show it to you all. The other day we went shopping. It was kinda fun and thrilling becos the way of bargaining is different from Thailand. In China it is like playing a game with them. They tell you the pric , you shake your head, they will tell you to name a price, when you name a price, they shake their heads, you walk away, then they agree with you. In that sense you get to buy something you like at a extremely low cost. I bought a hello kitty wallet S$9, a bag S$11. In Singapore the wallet will actually cost around $20-$30, the bag $50-$70. Cheap huh! In china the toliet have rating,**** means clean and good,*** a little smelly and the door cannot be locked. Have not see a ** toilet. But i can imagine that. their **** toilet is like our hawker centre toilet. So you guys can imagine how the ** toilet is like. In my tour group i met a ITE Nursing teacher. She just quit teaching in March. I ask me nursing friend about her. Heard that she is a fierce teacher, all of thenm pray thet their teacher is not her. She don't look like she is very fierce. she look kinda like to me. Well, i have not seen her around in school ever since in my NITEC days.

2007-06-14T22:36:00.000+08:00

Yesterday I went for PE. As usual we run , do sit up etc. Then the funny part comes when the teacher taught the guys how to do pull up. the teacher carry them, carry 1 leg just to lighten to body load. Then the teacher carry Fude, he still said he cannot go up. That scene was funny. All the guys can except him. Later the teacher taught rope climbing, again everyone can except Fude. This time 2 teachers help him. He still say he cannot, he will fall of anytime. Haha. So funny. Then the teacher ask who want to try-girls, so only hashida ans I try. Very fun. Later when in CO, ahminah has changed to mary cos maria employ her.In some sense ahminah has been promoted to mary. Haha. Funny!!!

Think I have talk much about today

2007-05-26T22:54:00.000+08:00

ship 209
want to see how messy my hair is
see that? somebody's hair flying
welcome on board!!!!! with our messy hair

Yesterday my class class went to the navy. I did not know that the school is so close to the sea. We went there explore the ship 209, inside that ship it has a small boat with no shelter. It was hot but nice. Get to go to the sea. The sea was quite choppy. At first the boat was moving quite slow and turning round and round the sea. It was us having sea sick. Not long, the boat was moving in full speed. That was a the best time. The sea water splash all over us even my moblie was wet, our hairs are flying all over our face. That trip took 1 hours. Quite worth while!!!!

Back to on land, Mrs Sim said she wanted to sit inside the shelter. She occupied a table and she can sit down there for more than 2 hours without talking to people. So when all of us were tired, we all went to look for her. We actually want her table to eat. Haha!! But the funny things is when she was doing the headcount, she did not see me. Am i so tiny? She go round asking people to look for me. lol!!!

think of me

2007-05-12T16:01:00.001+08:00

think of me one of my favourite song

2007-05-03T20:51:00.000+08:00

Yesterday I skip PE. I was so happy because I can sleep for another 2 hours. This is like heaven. I dreamt that I was a F1 car racer and before I got to the finishing line my grandmother wake me up. I wish I can finish my dream, I want to know if I win or not.

Then later in the afternoon, I went for CO. Nothing much happen except Uday and I make fun of Desmond, well I think Ahminah will be better because he is a woman just like what Jin kai said. Haha!!! so funny. Later Ahminah wanted to boast that he could play the Guzheng. From the back he really looked like a girl. He just cannot accept that. then he kept saying we bullied him. Even the newcomers also said he look like a girl when he play the Guzheng. Haha. He kept talking about Jessica until Jin kai ask him weather he is a girl or a boy. Then we all help him to ans he is a girl, forgive (her).Girls like (her) bear gruges. haha.

2007-04-13T15:19:00.000+08:00

School is starting soon. I hope it will be a good time. I hope I will get through the semester with out any problem. I hope i can do well in every Test and Exams. Hope I do well in this semester and hope I can go SP. I don't want to go private school. I am not rich. I can't afford. I hope I will have a good time. I hope everything goes smoothly. Right now I am neither excited or nervous. I don't know about my feelings now. I am so confused.